Oh Baby!

I'm so excited and happy? I can't believe I'm going to be a mom again! Oh my God, I'm still shaking.

I just took two home pregnancy tests and they're both positive. In the few minutes I had to wait for the results, a million thoughts raced through my head:

What if I am pregnant?
Am I ready for this?

I don't think i really realized how much I never wanted a baby this time, (not yet, not now) until I saw the test was positive. My heart sank when I immeditely see two lines. But, of course, a couple of minutes later, there they were, my first thought was " I can't wait to tell my hubby, Norman and his family (Yikes!)

I remember last weekend and I could barely zip up my favorite sexy jeans. I didn't think I'd gained any weight. I've been exercising normally, going to the gym and haven't had any really bad junk-food binges lately. It was about time of the month, so I figured I was just unusually bloated. It was evidently quite noticeable, as a couple of my closest (and most brutally honest) friends actually commented on it. THANKS LADIES!

But then when all my usual PMS symptoms produced no period - and I'm never late - I put two and two together and decided to take pregnancy test. And the rest is, well, HISTORY!

We did it again! NORMAN! I'm so excited!!! Well, a lil nervous too, to tell you the truth. This little baby growing inside of me is going to bring about big changes to my body, my emotions, my life. This going to be my 3rd pregnancy. I have two amazing daughters.

My friends told me that I could possibly be having another girl. I'm just going to wait and see, while continuing to pray for a boy. I will love this baby regardless, but I really hope it's a BOY.